my diary

from time to time my love is getting deeper and deeper...
to him...
but he's belong to someone else...
and i just can feel that love from far...
without his notice it...
without anyone realise it...
look at his happiness is enough for me...
even its the most hurting feeling ive ever feel...
but i believe...
love someone doesnt mean u will own that someone...
and ill never stop praying for him to get the bestest life...
with her...
and from now on...
i have to avoid myself from him...
yes it is hurt...
but there's nothing else i could do...
to let go my feeling...
just if i can...
but ill try...





*wakeup helda...stop dreaming*
*face the reality of life*
*you cant have him*
*im surrender*

-big sigh-