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Did i do wrong?Did i hurt your feeling?What makes you turn into that kind of decision?How bad i treat you?Why this thing happen?Why never you think before do?When is the last time I said I CAN'T when you ask for my help?Did you ever know how long i keep "that" secret just because im afraid it will ruin our relationship?Did you ever care how i tried to act like nothing happen but the truth is the big thing happen?Did u ever think why i still keep protecting you while everybody cant stop blaming you?DID YOU??NO U DIDN'T!!!NEVER!!!and im so dissapointed with you..i really do...not just me..but everybody who knows you and treat you like you are special someone..and you never realise it...never appreciate it...never care about it..never ever...its damn hurt..just if you know that...how could you... ...thanx for all those lying...thanx for all those "things"...thank u so much...u teach me a lot without u notice it...i may forgive u but im so so so sorry...i may not forget it...ask for a forgiveness from god...i know im not that good...i know ive never go for sekolah agama...but i still know the different between good and bad...u r not a kid...nor a teenager...u r an adult...in that age "that" thing shouldnt happen..be matured, friend..insaf lah...taubat lah...ALLAH maha pengampun...ive never drop a single tear for a friend...but congratulation for become the first one..
p/s: dedicated to a special friend cum a backstaber