what is wrong with love

Isn't love wonderful?? Isn't love beautiful?? Isn't love can make people being greatful?? yes it is...but not for me..im not belonging to lover..i can't give a perfect feeling of love..im just a girl who lose of something call LOVE..i know...its all my fault..i know...i cant always get what i need...and i deserve it..i have nothing now...i do try to enjoy my lifetime...i do try to busy my empty life...yes i do..but i know...i can lie to you but i cant lie to myself..the impact and the effect of love is so damn hard...so please take away the feel of love from me coz im sorry i cant reply that love perfectly..i just cant..and just one thing i always remaind...i will love myself more and more till the rest of mylife time..coz just myself know what i want..what i need..and how to appreciate the love that i gave...and it will going long lasting..forever...and all that i have now just the emptyness,loveless,loneliness and heartless.....and just god know when it will arrive the end of the road.....*quit*